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11-29-2006 04:34 AM
the new job i started, but i'm not with training for awhile. i've got all the 'puter presentations in RealPlayer to go thru.
the new job i started, but i'm not with training for awhile. i've got all the 'puter presentations in RealPlayer to go thru.
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11-21-2006 05:18 AM
ah, i hate love. No. well that's not entirely true, but i do hate what love can do to you. its made me into a psycho obssessive ex-boyfriend. i hate that feeling. so i deleted all my contacts from my cell phone, that have direct ties to her.
the event that took place was that i received a phone call from her house at 6:28pm on saturday, just as i was walking into the bowling alley.
yeah, so i went haywire that night. text her 2 best friends. text everyone i knew, and told them that she was dating again, (stupid me). i was fucking mad, but not livid. see she told me that she doesn't waht to date anyone for some time now.
and to think, she has it in her mind that it ok to start blowing guys instead of fucking them. i told her that if she did that i won't hook up with her in the future, if there was a possibility to. you could say that i'm selfish, but that's the way it is. a handjob is fine, but not oral. i don't want to have her end up like her best friend, where she believes that a blwojob is the right way to start an intimate relationship. and i don't want to know what number i am later on down the road, like that scene in Clerks. also i don't want a passing of nicknames between best friends, such as "muscle eater."
well you what she tells me all the time, "i'm not in a relationship with you, i don't have to care." -JE
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11-17-2006 04:22 AM
she was being indecisive, as usual. so since she drew first blood. i went ahead and finished it off. I blocked her from my profile on MySpace as well as her 2 best friends. it unfortunate that it came to that, but i can't just be lead around waiting for her to get over her anger over me. she wanted me to suffer well, she can enjoy that all herself. i can't afford to lapse back into my depression, if i'm trying to make head way with my self-improvement, it's counter productive. but if you wanna take a look at my stuff try ... http://jeng9296.livejournal.com ... http://www.myspace.com/hongfei ... insightful stuff there.
she was being indecisive, as usual. so since she drew first blood. i went ahead and finished it off. I blocked her from my profile on MySpace as well as her 2 best friends. it unfortunate that it came to that, but i can't just be lead around waiting for her to get over her anger over me. she wanted me to suffer well, she can enjoy that all herself. i can't afford to lapse back into my depression, if i'm trying to make head way with my self-improvement, it's counter productive. but if you wanna take a look at my stuff try ... http://jeng9296.livejournal.com ... http://www.myspace.com/hongfei ... insightful stuff there.
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11-14-2006 04:47 AM
so i came to the realization, that THERE IS MORE FISH IN THE SEA.
ok.
so her demure pissed my the phawk off. any ways. its time to move on, i have to stop dwelling on what could of been, take out my tail between my legs, and run with the pack again.
its useless, and absorbs to much needed energy.
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